There's a growing feeling of emotional tension inside me this January.
Maybe because I'm approaching the 1st full year after the hearth
transplant. Maybe I am living again those days in my head and compare
them to my actual day. I am living two more friend's experiences with
this life path.
Then I see myself sorrounded by small but emotionally significant
threats to my values, the come to power of far right wing of political
parties, the abominable and aberrant news coming from the
‘Trusk’ government. The constant enshittifications of things I
liked.
I have a new life to deal with, but probably I am focusing on the wrong
things. Maybe and should try to keep near my values, try to do my best,
and accept what I cannot change. But it's not easy to feel underpowered
in the fight for your freedom and, most of all, for the future ahead for
my son. I am truly scared for what awaits him as he grows old.