• Saw a Facebook group about home libraries. People posting pictures of their super cool home libraries. I am drawn to this idea, but I'm a public librarian and I know that when I die no one will want my books. Or any of my other stuff. I know this because every day people bring boxes and boxes of book donations, many from their recently deceased relatives. And I'm not going to go sit alone in a room in my house to read.
• Still...a home library...would be sweet
• I am slightly conflicted. Like maybe 15% conflicted

Thinking about...

• How happy I am just sitting here in my chair, with my wife and our dog and cat
• Chasing bullshit goals is dumb. Deciding which ones are bullshit is important.
• Looking forward to playing Traveller tomorrow
• I feel very content

• I feel pretty good today, but now at 3:25pm I am losing energy. I had to be an extrovert this morning. Draining.
• Looking forward top spending a few hours reading tonight.
• Was thinking today "why am I compelled to write?". I don't have an answer.
• Is this true? When we are young we worry about how others see us. When we are old we think about being the person we really are, authentically.
• I've had a really good career, and I'm proud of it. I'm proud to be part of the librarian profession.

I don't really have a "work flow". In anything.

Thinking about downhill skateboarding...how I miss it since my main hill nearby (and by main, I mean only), and how much fun it was just to ride a fast skateboard down a hill with no traffic. It was bliss. Started fixating on this while writing this on my other blog this morning.

Thinking about...

• skateboarding
• my dad
• the passage of time

In a world of social media surveillance capitalism bullshit, having your own website might be the most subversive thing you can do.

Today I'm thinking about...

• How my neck still hurts. Made an appointment to deal with it
• How fortunate I am in every way that matters
• How I wish I had done some reading last night, but my neck just hurt too much to concentrate
• How I want to do some skateboarding
• How I want to work on gaming stuff today (Traveller, D&D)
• How much I worry about things that don't matter

Things I've been thinking about today...

• Retirement - at the end of the year. Can't wait
• How I have too many blogs, but I like this system
• How much FaceBook sucks a big dong
• How I wish my neck muscles weren't still strained and hurting - makes it hard to concentrate
• How much I love our dog
• How I want to read tonight, and how my neck pain may stop me, but I'll try anyway