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I'm a chronic over-thinker, recently diagnosed with autism, on top of years of anxiety. This is where I'm working through all of it out loud. Join along for a wild ride!
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I Guess I Should Introduce Myself

I always struggle with if, and how, I should introduce myself. Not just on the internet, but in real life too. Which, as of today, I am finding out even more about why that is. (More on that later). I never really know how much information to give, but I do know that I am limited on energy, so I guess I will just start with giving you what I currently have energy for. I am not one for small talk, so I am just going to dive into the juicy details that would probably be inappropriate for any real-life...
June 25th, 2026 blogging

I Don't Know What I'm Doing Here

I was an incredibly shy kid, and the internet was the first place that gave me a voice. Now, I find myself just as frozen on the internet as I did in real life. There is so much going on. The pace is so quick, and everyone is competing for attention and ways to monetize basically everything. I miss the days when we just came on here to find people with similar interests, or just to feel less alone about how we felt. I used to be able to write so freely, without second-guessing myself. I may not have been...
June 23rd, 2026
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